~回忆~

踏遍万水千山,走遍海角天涯,让每一个日子都串连成我们最美丽的回忆

Finally..the last paper..Protein & Proteomics..

The lecturer said its gonna be a very tough paper..
I've already tried my best la..
This is the first time i didn't sleep due to study..
Was awake the whole night..trying to understand and remember as much as i could..
Just hope my mind doesn't go blank later..
Pray hard..
Gambate!! 加油 everyone!!


累了 照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握


如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心


如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你


快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心


如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你 痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记


每一次听这首歌都没去留意歌词

但自从昨天看了歌词后,发现这首歌的词好感伤

有时候,我自己也常常在想:

“会不会不知道哪一天睡着睡着的时候,就再也醒不来了?”

那一种忐忑不安的感觉,真的让人很害怕

害怕有些事还没来得及做,话还没来得及说,就再也没有机会了...

This sentence is what I am telling myself recently..


No matter how hard the situation is,
不管状况有多难,
No matter how sad and depressed you feel,
不管你有多伤心难过,
No matter how people treat you,
不管别人怎么对你,
No matter how stressed you are..
不管你身上背着多少的压力..

Though supports from all your loved ones are important,
The only person that can really help you is yourself..
只有你能帮助你自己..

不管有多辛苦,都一定要撑下去,知道吗?

2 more papers to go.
Bunny's paper coming next..

Gambateh ya! 加油!

Totally screwed up my genetics paper today..

Got panicked after i started reading the questions..
Hands trembling throughout the test..
Couldn't even do simple calculation questions and simple genetic crosses..
This was supposed to be the subject that i have the most confident on..
Totally disappointed with myself..