~回忆~

Such a stupid thing happened to me yesterday...

You might ask:"What happened? What did u do?"

Now i shall answer:"I fell down.."

Fell down?!?!?!?!
Yeah..I DID..it was so damn stupid!!!

I fell down when I was walking from the heritage hall to block B..
It was around 8pm at night..after attending Japanese class..
It was REALLY dark..I couldn't see the road..that's why..

Still..it was so damn stupid..for a 19 yr old gal to fall down to the ground while WALKING...

The wound is still bleeding..maybe its coz i left the wound open n i wore long pants to uni today??

OR..

is there any problem with my coagulation system?????

Haihz..until now i have only ONE word to describe this event..

STUPID me.. =(



P/S: won't be updating frequently after this post..(although i seldom update even for now..)
Moodless...

原来......

伤心的时候,
还要逼自己开心;

心情不好的时候,
还要装作若无其事,


......是那么痛苦的一件事


月虽有阴晴圆缺
但每到十五
月色依然那么的美

然而人生中
始终没有一件事是长久的......

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though i know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true


Found this cute little video today..its from a disney animation called "An American Tail" in 1986..I think its about a family of mice that got separated..and trying to find each other..
The song is entitled "Somewhere Out There" which was then sung by James Ingram & Linda Ronstand..
Guess what..I cried twice when I heard this song..I don't know why..touching maybe?

Been so emo recently..going back to kampar tomorrow..gonna miss everything here..

If there really is a place where dreams can come true..how good it is..
Feel that I'm so naive..thinking that dreams can come true..
Shall be more realistic..dreams never come true..
Still..really like this song..

端午节快要到了.....
结果妈妈今天就在家裹了粽子......
我当然也有在帮忙啦!
只不过是越帮越忙而已.....
我裹的粽子跟妈妈的比真是差得远了!

看！这就是我裹的5粒粽子啦！！


妈妈裹的粽子是一串10粒的...而我的却只有五个。
因为我不是弄断绳子，就是绑不紧，又要再绑过。
结果到最后就只剩5个咯.....
更悲哀的是，妈妈趁我不在的时候，把我包的粽子拆开来，再包过 （可能是因为太丑了吧... =( ）
幸好我有把它拍起来，只可惜吃不到自己包的了...
不过算了吧！有得吃就行了....哈哈！！

在这里祝大家：“端午节快乐哦！”

终于..........



考完试了.......




虽然如此，

心里并没有任何一丝兴奋的心情...

反而还多了一些空虚和茫然......

都不知这三个星期要怎么过......

My life is so messed up recently...

I even feel that I'm no longer myself anymore...

I've grown tougher..yeah..I guess so..(I still remember I wasn't that tough last time..when every classmates of mine wrote "要坚强点，不要哭哦" in my autograph book..lolz..)

I could always control my emotions and keep my feelings to myself previously..but now I think I'm losing control of it..it's not that I'm insane or what..its just that i find it harder and harder to control my anger, sadness and disappointment towards everything..
Sometimes I show bad face..sometimes I say something that might hurt others without noticing it..not sure whether I've hurt anyone..(I'm sorry if I did) See..how BAD I am..

I get upset more easily..even if its a small matter..I don't know why..I have no idea..

I sleep very late nowadays..average time i sleep is 3am..(compared to 12am last time) Thanks to UTAR for this..I've never been so stressed before..never in my life..and "headache" has become my good friend..coming to find me almost everyday..


All I can say is:
Things have changed..Life has become more complicated..until u can't face it if you're immature..or naive..You can't do what you want without thinking through it very carefully..Considering every option and every consequences..and sometimes..this can be very difficult and tiring..

我们常常说人生很短暂，所以想要做什么事就应该去做。
可是在这个现实的世界里，我们真的能够随心所欲，做自己想要做的事，说自己想说的话吗？
这个现实的世界，还是充满了矛盾和无奈......

To me, I still think that..天真多好！



Am I still myself?
I hope I am...

SEE...blue bag..blue wallet..blue pendrive..blue id holder..blue pencil case..blue file..blue hole puncher..blue mechanical pencil..blue mouse..blue biscuit box..blue nail polisher..blue hairband..



Blue bed sheet..with lots of SNOOPY..(I LOVE snoopy....)..n that's my dog...


Our result for yesterday's clinical biochem lab...I love Biuret and Benedict's reagent....


This is what i would like to have in future... =)



P.S: Still have a pair of blue shoes and a couple of blue shirts...

P.P.S: I'm still searching for a NICE BLUE water bottle....